I'm going for a run then studying @mac. Let's hope this will be helpful. I skipped tuition just to memorize the format for CL paper1 and do a little social studies. I can't let myself down. Shall update again later. If i got the time.

Swine flu seems to be scary.

P.S. Everyone wash your hands more often. Take care of yourselves.

Study hard. All the lucks for tomorrow first paper anyway.

I hope I scare you.

Lindsay is pretty with amazing body.

It's raining now i like the rain. And my sister is out with oscar, they got chased out of mac loserz haha. I'm going to run then bathe then nap then study. Hopefully I'll be able to do notes for three chapters of social studies and practice a few maths questions.

Life's hard. Heavy heart.

Study hard. Diet fucking hard.

Monday will be exciting? Unlikely.

"Do you even know how much it hurt."

Spent the whole morning and noon watching korean drama.

Spent the evening studying @mac till 11plus.

I need to set my priorities right and just erase the things that don't matter anymore.

My chest feels like it's being pressed down by pounds and pounds of bricks.

"How do you leave the past behind when it keeps finding ways to get into your heart?"

Lily Allen is pretty.
Your not worth putting myself in these situations. I deserves better. I know I do.

I studied and I ran. I need to cut down on my food intake and increase outtake. Diet hard as well as study hard. This is not going to stop. I know I can. Stay strong. Am going to have more self discipline, self control.

"You're going to fly with every dream you chase. You're going to cry but know that that's okay. Sometimes life's not fair, but if you hang in there, you're going to see that sometimes bad is good. We just have to believe things will work out like they should. Life has no guarantees. Be happy."

I want to experience a full and great life.

Appreciation award goes to everyone in my life. Without them, I wouldn't be who I am now. I'll appreciate the people that deserves. But also I need to learn the difference between the people who really care about me and who is just in for something else.

Thank you all very much for the wishes, texts and presents.

<3

"I need to grow up and realize that people you might love the most will not always be there."

The many reasons why some people just can't let go of something or someone no matter how much they want to. If you get what I mean.

Everyone else is just going away and I don't know who to turn to now.

I don't know what I really want now. Maybe all along I was thinking too much.

I'm feeling so unmotivated. Not motivated to study hard and lose weight hard.
:(

"Weight loss is about giving up something temporarily to get what you want in the end." I want to be thin. They say thin comforts you more than any food. Conclusion is, I hate food. I need to have more self discipline in both my studies and losing weight. Stop procrastinating. Motivate me someone, please.

I'm feeling downright lousy. Anyone felt like this before?

:(

"It's as if the world is pulling you down."

School. > Home. > Tuition. > Tampines Mall. > Home.

Tests tomorrow. Physics and Social Studies. Heats. Tuition.

"Think thin. Stay strong. I MUST LOSE WEIGHT!"

Aloy's place>Tampines Mall> Whitesand> Library> Home.
Paid library fines 20$, damm heart pain.
:(

Have an amazing Monday everyone.

"We chose our joys and sorrow long before we experience them."

I think I worry too much. Worry that this won't work or that might not be right. Non stop insecuries about not only myself but everything. This is depressing.

:(

I'm selling my Adidas shoes away. Sounds so dumb.

"Everything comes with a price you have to pay."

I'm tired. Maybe just maybe a little upset.

"Amazing. Before and after."