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Hihihihi, my names chanjiaqi.Currently schooling @greenview secondary school. Turned sixteen, i'm sixteen now yay. Contact me @chanjiaqi-@hotmail.com ♡: netball, friends, skinny, candies, jellybeans, flipflops, motivations, memories, dimples, rain, music, photography, quotes, shopping, hugs. Goals: happy, <10points for L1R4, get over o's, skinny :-) Wants: camera, schoolbag, ipodclassic :-) |
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 I've been thinking about it for a few days. I'm not going to get mad and start cursing you anymore. It hurts now when I'm not mad at you. It's enough, not worth my time and its really exhausting to be mad at you. I enjoy your company in the past but now I think it's better if I just treat you like a normal schoolmate, a normal friend. At least I won't get affected so much like I do now. Being someone that's not you if you think you're happy and you're enjoying then go on. Go ahead and try harder to be someone you're not. I admit I do miss you being you in the past. You've change or maybe it's me who have changed. Well good luck to you and your new friends. Thanks for being such an amazing friend in the past, you've taught me a lot."In every relationship there comes a point when the damage is too much and no matter how good it once was, the memories can't sustain you." So true. Giving up. It's the fastest road to healing even if it isn't exactly the smartest. Okay I think I'm feeling much better now after saying all this. I hope all negative feelings will fade off asap. I have to focus on what's more essential now. Olevels and losing weight. Nothing is stopping me now. I'm going all out to get what I want. I hope this motivation could last me till I'm done with Olevels and last me till I'm fucking skinny. Stay strong. 4E3 is back like the past now I suppose. Dnt kids all the best for your folios. Do your best. :) |
