They say fake it till you feel it. I'm faking it all the while but never feeling it.
Thinking about pain and feeling pain just makes me have pain inside.

Sometimes you have to be very honest with yourself. Sometimes that hurts.
Jealousy sucks. I think jealousy is one of those things that people can really hide, but because of that fact, it's really bad to you and your relationships with other people.

I like genuinely nice people. I hate it when people tries to be nice but actually they're not.

Intuition is really amazing. My intuition tells me something, however I hope it's wrong. But at the same time, I know I can't lie, it's not.

I've learn that never expect people to meet your standards, till the end you will be disappointed.

Okay I'm going to get ready and off for training. Probably studying a little after training.
Note to self: please stay strong, everything will be over soon. chin up chan.