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All the lucks to all that are going to have their MT 'O' paper tomorrow.
Lets score our first A, hopefully!

Be thankful for what you have; you'll end up having more.

If you concentrate on what you don't have,

you will never, ever have enough.

-Oprah Winfrey

My eyes are heavy.

I'm constantly surprised by people, in good and bad ways.
And I'm constantly being let down, which has been good and bad, too.

I'm holding out hope that maybe I'll find a good, genuine friend.

I'm going for a run and after i'm going to study.
Hard work will definitely be paid off one day and practice makes perfect they always say. :-)

drifting apart with you girls was the last thing i hope to happen during the last year of secondary school life.. but i guess it has happened and it's sad that i can't do anything. well whatever our friendship will be like in the future, i'll just hope for the best and at the same time expect the worst. you girls were really amazing girlfriends, i love you girls' company. i'll assume everything was genuine. thanks so much for everything. i'll still be here for you if you need, all the best girls! <3

Sincere and heartfelt. From the bottom of me heart.
I'm feeling better now i guess. It'll all get better in time they say. :-)

I think i'll stop blogging sometime soon. I'm going on hardcore mugging.

An eye for an eye, you throw a punch and I'll return a harder one.

Study session before training @Starbucks with fad and fel. :-) training was pretty short, ended before seven. Went to eat @tampines with fad grace and IM. To tampines mall for a short while. Then home. :-)

I'm sleepy zzz. I need a good sleep and mug hard tomorrow. Goodnight and have a fabulous sunday all. :-)

Let's hope that everything goes well on monday. Manageable MT paper, good game by sonique and extremes. I need all the lucks man.

And after awhile, you learn that you don't need anyone else in ordermto survive. No one else is ever going to always be there. No matter what they say or what they promise you. You just gotta suck it up, accept it and keep moving on.

Cheer ups, afterall being alone is not that bad.

Missed school today, slept till twelve plus. Bathed, went out to meet mad @whitesands around two. Library then mac. Studying hard and catching up hard hahahaha. She left around eight and I left around 10.

I need to be more discipline. I'm determined to do amazingly and nothing's going to stop me. Be happy, diet hard study hard and trian hard! I will be better than I am. :-)

Studying with Fad tomorrow and Extremes training tomorrow. Exciting tomorrow I hope.

Goodnight all. :-) :-)

There are two kinds of people in your life.
The ones that are going to pick you up.
The ones that are going to push you down.
But in the end, you'll thank them both.

-

Things will get worse before they get better.
Do remember who put you down and who helped you up.

Sincerely hope that they do not become just a bunch of acquaintances. I do still feel attached. But it has been a while. I hate the fucking drift. Everyone telling me that things will eventually work its way out. By making the best of what we have. When you have people to support you, what is there to fear about actually?

To make decisions, I'm afraid of making wrong ones. It'll bring me down. I'm sure it will. But to think again that is the last thing one should be afraid of, because life is about making mistakes and growing up. When did I become this vulnerable, I've got no idea.

I need to constantly reminding what I really want for myself and for people that matter to me, immune from hatred will be the best. Stop hating and move along with life. The people who care about me will always stand by my side.

When you're forced to stand alone, you realize what you have in you. The most difficult phase of your life is not when no one understands you, it's when you don't understand yourself.

School. > Home. > Tuition. > Home.

I like studying. Fave past time.

MT paper in five days time? Wow.

I CAN DO THIS, I MUST DO THIS. THE NEED TO BUCK UP, DESPERATELY!

"How nice.."
THERE AREN'T ENOUGH HOURS IN A DAY TO WHAT I WANT OR NEED TO.
And sometimes, we are our own worst enemy. I need a breakthrough!

Missed school today. Studied @mac in the noon. Long bus ride to tuition in the evening. Home about 10plus.

Chinese paper on monday, let's hope it'll be easy.

Okay I'm going to check out how to write a good bao zhang du hou gan online hahahaha, sounds dumb but hey at least I'm making some effort, zzz.

I'm so disappointed in myself. I NEED TO BUCK UP!

Intensive MT programme is wearing me out. After intensive MT. Home, bathed and changed. Off to Kallang for game. Jiaolian says there were improvements from the first quarter. Sonique jiayouuuuuuuuu, let's work harder! Seniors had their game too. It was a close fight, good game good game!! JIAYOU EXTREMES, LET'S WORK HARD!!!

I think I'll be missing school tomorrow. Okay let's seeeeeeeeeeeeee. I'll decide later. Goodnight all. I'm sleepy yawnzzzz.......

Thanks so much yap. :-)

"Aerodynamically, the bumble bee shouldn't be able to fly, but the bumble bee doesn't know it so it goes on flying anyway. Same goes for you, you don't know where your real limit is so just do it." -ting.

Everyone's afraid of something, that's how you know you care about things. When you're afraid you'll lose them.

Yesterday was tiring yet enjoyable. :-D

Training in the noon. Went to weisze's chalet. Bbq food, cake, sharing of ghost stories, poker cards magic, sharing of ghost stories again, hotel626, late night movie @e!hub.

I'm going out in awhile to get ankle guards and to study.

Tomorrow is monday, both Sonique and Extremes are having game in the evening, jiayou jiayou! WE CAN DO THIS. I hope I'll not screw up the game. FOCUS DO WELL ENJOY.

Weisze's 16. :-)

I hope your conscience eats you.

POA Olympiad was tiring. But well done though there were some problems here and there. Glad that it's finally over. We can all concentrate on our studies now. Did a little maths just now. Studying later. Extremes training later also.

It's quite weird now that we (the sec4s) need not go for school netball training on a saturday morning anymore.

I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT, STUDY HARD, TRAIN HARD!!

Every worthwhile accomplishment has a price tag
attached to it. The question is always whether you
are willing to pay the price to attain it - in hard work,
sacrifice, patience, faith, and endurance.

Intesive MT begins today. :-( Tiring? Yes. Helpful? I'm not very sure yet. Let's hope its helpful. It'll be intensive MT everyday after school. After intensive MT today, went to tampines to meet ting. She's a bitch. Nice bitch. :-)

I think I need a new study plan. I no longer can sleep in the noon. So let's see. MT intensive till four thirty, home, bathed then out to study from six till eleven, home bathe and sleep. New routine. I'll try it out tomorrow. Let's hope it's good. I'll be able to tahan. :-\

Results back. POA, Chinese, Social studies and Maths was a disappointment. History and Chemistry was pretty unexpected. Okay whatever, I swear I'll study very hard. And maybe someone teach me to study very smart too. I ~~NEED~~MUST TO DO WELL!

Okay i'm sleeping now. Laptop's battery running low, goodnight. :-D

The heart can turn to stone whenever I want. Heartless? Maybe.

POA Olympia this morning was sleepy i swear. Everyone was tired. Everyone was worn out. By mid year examinations I guess. After that went to had lunch with lau and yee @loyang point. Catch up with yee was really awesome. I love you hell lot. :-)

Home. Then bathed. Nap for awhile, bathed then went for tuition. Circles circles makes me headache urgh. Going to practice some questions on it later or maybe tomorrow. Going to get back most of the results tomorrow I think. Let's expect the worst and hope for the best. I hope I'll do well. :-S

Try wikihow: http://www.wikihow.com/Lose-Weight-Fast
Anorexia is not a way of losing weight. There is nothing wrong in cutting down on junk food and eating healthily but don't get obsessive about it. You need to work on your self-esteem, not your body image. A good diet should make you feel better, both physically and mentally.

Stay strong, lose weight healthily. :-)

I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken, I’d rather remember it as it was at its best than to mend it and see the broken places.

Those tags asking me to cheer up and all. Thanks alot, it really make me feel so much better. Thanks for actually spending your time coming to my blog and giving the advices. You people make me feel so much better, really. Love you all.

Long bus rides make my ass hurts very much. Going to tuition and coming back from tuition. Long bus rides.

Tomorrow there's school for me and my poor POA classmates. We're having poa olympia or something haha. But never mind we shall have fun woohooo haha, poa kidz @work tomorrow lol. :-D :-D

Okay anyway I'M GOING TO MUG INTENSIVELY FROM THURS, FOR PRELIMS, FOR O'S.
Actions speak louder than words. Watch me. I'm going to achieve.

I'll study hard, diet hard and train hard! I'll keep myself motivated. I'll love myself. I'll learn to let go of what's hurting. I'm going to be so fine. :-)

Game today was fine eventhough we lost. But i think overall we all did pretty well. Go extremes, go sonique. Let's do better for the other games :-D And i'm very sorry about my sloppy runs and miss passes. I'll try harder the next time. I'll train harder tooooooo.

Life is about hardcore mugging and netball now. Nothing else.

Rest well. It feels so much like a sunday today (self decieving) reality hurts, it's tuesday and i'm having chinese LC and tuition. :-(

Goodnight all. SMILE SMILE SMILE. I'm happy. Okay maybe I'm not. Whatever nobody cares. I'm going to watch tv nowwwwwwwww! HAHAHAHHAA, tomorrow school starts at 0845 for me and i think most of the sec4s. :-)

I think I kind of screwed my science paper one, LOTS of careless mistakes.
:-(

http://www.fmylife.com/
Makes you feel much better about your life lol.

I understand the feeling of being insignificant. And how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you. And it doesn't matter how hard you laugh the day.. you still end up going to bed every night going through every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes, you can even convince yourself hard enough that it's okay. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new. And you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.

Take a deep breath, and be happy right now. Everything will be just fine. I hope.
I'm going to nap now. Then prepare for later's game, let's hope the weather will clear up soon. Go Sonique!! :-D

I'm studying for POA now but nothing goes in my head.
So I slept for awhile, woke up, ran on treadmill for 30minutes, bathed and went to study @library, then to mac till eleven. Studied physics and chemistry. Now POA, let's hope I'll be able to do tomorrow's paper. I've mugged hard for mid year examination I guess so let's see if the results shows. Hopefully it does if not it'll be so demoralizing. :-\

It's not too late nor early to start mugging for o's now. Sounds so no life, but that's it. I'm a nerd. I want to score for o's. I want to do well. Be better than you definitely bitch! 8-)

Okay, it's time for me to continue POA. :-\
Goodnight, xoxo.

Go Sonique, all the best for later's game. WE CAN DO IT! :-D

Studying later at coffee bean.
Snapple, the best stuff on earth that just got better lol.

It's soo hard to be on a diet when there's food placed in front of you. Why does the world love food so much? I'm fat, it's fucking gross. I need to start drinking more water. I think I'm going for a run on treadmill again. Wait I think I'll sleep awhile first, then run then bathe then out to study. Sounds like a plan haha.

STUDY STUDY STUDY, DIET DIET DIET, TRAIN TRAIN TRAIN.
I'M GOING TO BE FINE, BE STRONG.

Okay let's hope I'll not be lazy. Enjoy your sunday all, take care! <3

I'm back from training, I played badly. I need to play well if i'm given a chance to play, I really want to play well. I don't want to let the team and myself down seriously. "It's okay to be scared, but you cannot allow your fears to turn you into an asshole." Game's on monday, I must not screw up. Jiayou jiayou extremes sonique!

No matter how bad your heart is broken, how hurt you're feeling, the world doesn't stop for your grief. I'm feeling upset and I've got no idea why. I heard good things fall apart so better things can fall together. I really hope better things will start falling together for me. I need to be happy again. I don't want to be the miserable one. Assure me that everything will be fine and I'll be alright. Someone please. >:(

Sometimes I think, I feel the happiest when I'm asleep. No stress no nothing.

"Sometimes you just need to put yourself out there and not worry about what happens. But you gotta be strong enough to not regret it in the end. "

Home before ten today. Bathed watch tv sleep, things I've not done for long. SO much to do and so little time. I know it's cliche, but it's so fucking true. After MYE, I will have a day break and go all out to mug intensively for o's, alone I guess. I think I'll be able to focus more. I feel so close.. to prelims and to o's.

Chinese paper is on first of june, like in another fifteen days? Nervous shitz. And my life has become so processed lately, waking up at 6ish, school, home, mug late, sleep late. It's everyday thing.

Everything's changing but you gotta embrace that shit. Friendship things. Stressful school life. Struggling with myself. I'll be lying to say I'm happy now. Well life will be better I hope. I'm learning to take life as it comes. I wish I was stronger maybe stronger isn't the word I'm looking for. I wish I could reveal my true feelings to someone. Whatever it is, I'll just have to move on and stay strong, learn to love myself much much more. :-)

Thin is beautiful and powerfull. Ting jiayou, cheryl jiayou. All the girls who are trying their best to lose some weight, to be in control, good luck. Start thinking thin and do something about it. Stay strong all.

I'm going to run on treadmill later.
Enjoy your weekends. :-)

"Because we all need a little help sometimes, someone to helps us hear the music in their world, to remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there. And that someone will find you."