Home before ten today. Bathed watch tv sleep, things I've not done for long. SO much to do and so little time. I know it's cliche, but it's so fucking true. After MYE, I will have a day break and go all out to mug intensively for o's, alone I guess. I think I'll be able to focus more. I feel so close.. to prelims and to o's.

Chinese paper is on first of june, like in another fifteen days? Nervous shitz. And my life has become so processed lately, waking up at 6ish, school, home, mug late, sleep late. It's everyday thing.

Everything's changing but you gotta embrace that shit. Friendship things. Stressful school life. Struggling with myself. I'll be lying to say I'm happy now. Well life will be better I hope. I'm learning to take life as it comes. I wish I was stronger maybe stronger isn't the word I'm looking for. I wish I could reveal my true feelings to someone. Whatever it is, I'll just have to move on and stay strong, learn to love myself much much more. :-)

Thin is beautiful and powerfull. Ting jiayou, cheryl jiayou. All the girls who are trying their best to lose some weight, to be in control, good luck. Start thinking thin and do something about it. Stay strong all.

I'm going to run on treadmill later.
Enjoy your weekends. :-)

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