I'm back from training, I played badly. I need to play well if i'm given a chance to play, I really want to play well. I don't want to let the team and myself down seriously. "It's okay to be scared, but you cannot allow your fears to turn you into an asshole." Game's on monday, I must not screw up. Jiayou jiayou extremes sonique!

No matter how bad your heart is broken, how hurt you're feeling, the world doesn't stop for your grief. I'm feeling upset and I've got no idea why. I heard good things fall apart so better things can fall together. I really hope better things will start falling together for me. I need to be happy again. I don't want to be the miserable one. Assure me that everything will be fine and I'll be alright. Someone please. >:(

Sometimes I think, I feel the happiest when I'm asleep. No stress no nothing.
"Sometimes you just need to put yourself out there and not worry about what happens. But you gotta be strong enough to not regret it in the end. "