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all those carefree times won't last..
Hihihihi, my names chanjiaqi.Currently schooling @greenview secondary school. Turned sixteen, i'm sixteen now yay. Contact me @chanjiaqi-@hotmail.com ♡: netball, friends, skinny, candies, jellybeans, flipflops, motivations, memories, dimples, rain, music, photography, quotes, shopping, hugs. Goals: happy, <10points for L1R4, get over o's, skinny :-) Wants: camera, schoolbag, ipodclassic :-) |
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Told you i've been considering to move to Tumblr.. SO I'VE MOVED AGAIN! COUNTINGTHEMINUTEXO.TUMBLR.COM <3
 Nobody loves a Fat girl HAHAHAHHAHA Photos are up @facebook, not much though. English lesson was great, huiyun being so retarded LOL. Laughing and all. After english lesson went to study till around three. Home, bathed and went to kallang to watch seniors' game. :-) Tomorrow lesson's at 8! I'm going to sleep now. Oh ya here's something to laugh about during English lesson today hahaha, "I hurted my friend yesterday" HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA! My friend accepted all my glam photos. She's such an angel huh hahahahah! (L)
Met adeline cheryl dee fiona mad @downtown to study. Didn't do much actually haha. I can't study in a group, so sad haha. Snap with the macbook hahaha, didn't have really nice photo though :-( Hahaha, i'm snaping like mad @mac now ahhahahhaha! Boring i'll study later when i reach home. Let me share with you some photos some other time cause i'm going home now hahahahaha!!  Superdog > KFC > Macyou've got to praise me, i skipped dinner despite going to three fast food restaurants!! Met aloysia and huixuan. Watched them eat @kfc, hear hx complaints. Went mac, used macbook. Met lynn and martha, catch up and snapz. Home around 11plus(?) True friends are one in a million kinda thing.
Those who already found theirs cherish them. I'm still looking for mine though. I'm sure i'll find her or him one day, one fine day.. muahaha! Tumblr soon. :-)
 Lying will not get you anywhere. Fucking pretender ohhhhhhhhhhhh to think i was such a fool to kinda thought you were true and nice. GRRRRRRRR! I feel so cheated. _l_ you!!!!! Who's true and who's not will reveal sometime, rest assured it will definitely. Karma bites. I believe.My friend is cute. She describe hair like this "SOFT SOFT ONE" wtf. Math and History is killing me. Tuition teacher just reminded us that o's are arriving in three months time. It's time to get down and do some hardcore muggingz. I swear it's going to be damn lifeless BUT well it's always bitter at the start i suppose(?) My mom is sweet. She bought a desk lamp LOL. I'm motivated to do well when i see the lamp LOL LOL LOL. Something like that lah. Goodbye it's time to catch up with some stalking shit. :B All our unhappiness comes from our inability of being alone. Many just couldn't make it alone. Being alone makes me think deeper, understand life a lil more. In fact i'm slowly getting used to it. Trust no one's shit, okay maybe trust those that worth it and trust myself. I hope it'll start pouring like crazy now. At least it'll makes me feel better.. I'm not happy neither am I upset, just feeling little much more tonight. It's four thirty now and why am i having difficulty to fall asleeep when i'm seriously mentally drained out by the maths paper i did just now!! >:@  You know sometimes when you're upset feeling worse than shit. All you want is someone who will be there to listen, who will be there for you and you'll probably feel much better cause at least you know someone will be there for you for sure. But i think i have to wait long for mine to appear. I feel so emotionally and physically distant from my friends. Sometimes I forgot what's friends and who are my friends. I just have to be strong and be just fine, so people who cares about me won't have to worry much about me.I'm not studying hard. I'm wasting so much time online nowadays. Try this. Cheers human hearts up a little. Asking cute questions get crap answers that can make you laugh. Sis and i went to gym just now. After gym went to fetch mum. Missed dinner cause it's late. I'm hungry and tired. I need a drink. I need a break. I'm sleeping soon. Goodnightz. Don't bother reading this blog anymore cause the contents will be getting boring emotional random and it's purely to self entertain. I'm feeling so like a fat cow mooooooooz moooooooooz.. I'm not studying much recently boooooo hoooo hooooo.. :-(
 You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, even months analyzing a situation. Trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've, should've, would have happened. Or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and realize there's a reason they're down there.Truth will reveal itself. It's just the matter of time, pretend all you want. And I'll give myself a week to feel better. I MUST feel better. Not gonna get affected by you anymore, the great pretender LOL. Today was our last game for ENL. Thank god for such lovely teammates. Working with them was great!! Playing in div4 was really an awesome experience, get to see a higher level of play and get to learn alot. Well I guess this also marks the end of netball activities for me till O's is over. I've got to stay FOCUS and not get distracted anymore! Tomorrow onwards. I'll start intensive studying session on my own in the room with no distractions. Have more self discipline to do all the papers given. FOCUS AND HAVE MORE DISCIPLINE!!!!! Ohhhh and also to lose some fucking weight hahahahaha, I don't want to be oinkoinkz (shannon get it?) hahaha!! Let's hope i'll be able to stay focus throughout, till o's is over.
1opts and below, i'm getting you!! :P  I'll study hard. I'll do my best in whatever am doing.I'll definitely not let myself down. I'm on my own this time. Time will heal, I assume. To forget forgive and act like all is fine, I believe is no one day work and I suck at pretending. It won't be easy, afterall it's one that I hated most in my whole fucking entire life okay or maybe for now. Central > School > Central > Home > Kallang > Aljunied > Whitesands > Home. Sarah was well entertained by my crap when we're at kallang, manage to catch up with her like finally!! Went home with fad. On the phone with hx till my phone went dead. Bathed and fell asleep like a fat cow hahahahaha. After i mug i think i'll go home change and go for a run!! :D
Tumblr more often now, do check it out haha. Take care people, <3  Tumblr is fun. I like it much!Friday without school finally, cheers. Maths tuition homework undone. To think that I could still create a tumblr account and doing some online retail therapy. Amazing huh. I got what i wanted online, happy shitz hehehuhuhoho. :-) Anyway.. Do check out my tumblr site hahahahaha. I'm going for a nap now then run then study then tuition!!!!! What a boring day.. It's okay, I shall make the best out of everything. Studying can be fun as well. :P
@ Tumblr now, will update here as well..
:-)  Busy busy.. busy with school, tuition.I'll be free from school next week, woah like finally. However there's still tuition almost every evening, so no much difference. -.- Learning to apreciate and enjoy the little things in life. "Compete only against yourself." Looking at the growing belly.. feeling fat and stupid zzz. :(
"The difference between the impossible and the possible Buck up and study hard.  1. Exercise and perspire. When you perspire you burn calories, obviously.2. Food is mean and sneaky. It tricks you into eating it and it works on you from the inside out making you fat, bloated, ugly and unhappy. 3. If you slap a fat person you can see a shockwave ripple over their skin. That's disgusting. 4. You'll be able to run faster without all that extra weight holding you back. LOSE WEIGHT FAST!!!!!!!! Science practical makes me perspire like a fat cow grrrrrrrrr.
Okay I need to prepare for later's game.. and after that there's bbq (which means food :-P) Tuition homework is kiling....... :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-(  Remember: the heart is the strongest muscle of the human body.Eight principles to have fun, watch and take note everyone hahaha. Skinny girls are freaking gorgeous I swear. "You just have to believe in yourself. That’s the first thing to do to get some shit done." I'll believe in myself and achieve whatever i want even it means to sacrifice some things. I know i can. This is such random post, hectic weeks coming up. Posts will get more random, shorter and maybe boring to an extent due to the intensive mugging sessions and many tuition sessions i'm going to start next week. Anyway enjoy earthlings, take cares. <3 They say if you love something you've got to let it go and if it comes back then it means so much more. If it never does at least you will know that it was something you had to go through to grow. - When the pain of holding on is greater then the pain of letting go,
it's time to let go.  It's real awful to have to question someone's motives, it's hard to find clear answers these days.School > Home > Tuition School Tuesday was spent with the netballers. :-) EL prelim's oral in the morning and after that went for training. It's really nice to catch up with them. :-) after training went to have lunch @Loyang point, they all had fish soup wow wow wow. After that slacked a lil under the void deck and home, nap a little while then tuition. :-) I'm deprived of sleep and the fact that i'm not able to shit smoothly.. it's so sad hahahhahaahaha! :-( No one likes failing after giving all out to something huh.  "There's no reason for not believing in yourself when everyone believes in you. When you believe in yourself, you can do the impossible." - Jiaolian (translated from chinese)I have all chinese words in my head.. when the paper was over few hours ago.. :@ Game just now was fine. Jiaolian says we fought harder and there's improvements, yay us. Let's do better for the next game, GO SONIQUE!! :-) EL prelim's oral tomorrow, training tomorrow, tuition tomorrow in the evening. I think i need to sleep, i miss my bed. I miss having naps in the noon lah, hahahahahahaha! Wait i think i need to shit before i sleep hahahhahhahhahahaahhahahahhaha. Siao. STAY STRONGZ!!!!!! gnideelbtaorht, :-S  Kiss goodbye to A. What a letdown. I screwed my MT paper. So much for studying so hard.. practicing that much. :-( and to think that i forgot to bring my ic, zzzzz.I need to go prepare and off to meet gracie now. Let's hope everyone play well later and let's see if i'll screw up again not. :-S *TAKE A DEEP BREATH* I CAN DO THIS RIGHT!! |
