I'll study hard. I'll do my best in whatever am doing.
I'll definitely not let myself down. I'm on my own this time.

Time will heal, I assume. To forget forgive and act like all is fine, I believe is no one day work and I suck at pretending. It won't be easy, afterall it's one that I hated most in my whole fucking entire life okay or maybe for now.

Feel how I'm feeling before you say anything, don't judge me please. I think I know myself best for some kinds of things, thank you.