You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, even months analyzing a situation. Trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've, should've, would have happened. Or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and realize there's a reason they're down there.

Truth will reveal itself. It's just the matter of time, pretend all you want. And I'll give myself a week to feel better. I MUST feel better. Not gonna get affected by you anymore, the great pretender LOL.

Today was our last game for ENL. Thank god for such lovely teammates. Working with them was great!! Playing in div4 was really an awesome experience, get to see a higher level of play and get to learn alot. Well I guess this also marks the end of netball activities for me till O's is over. I've got to stay FOCUS and not get distracted anymore!

Tomorrow onwards. I'll start intensive studying session on my own in the room with no distractions. Have more self discipline to do all the papers given. FOCUS AND HAVE MORE DISCIPLINE!!!!! Ohhhh and also to lose some fucking weight hahahahaha, I don't want to be oinkoinkz (shannon get it?) hahaha!!

Let's hope i'll be able to stay focus throughout, till o's is over.
1opts and below, i'm getting you!! :P