you and me against the world

2009-06-24T13:29:00.001+08:00

Told you i've been considering to move to Tumblr..
SO I'VE MOVED AGAIN!

COUNTINGTHEMINUTEXO.TUMBLR.COM

2009-06-22T23:59:00.004+08:00

Nobody loves a Fat girl

HAHAHAHHAHA

Photos are up @facebook, not much though.

English lesson was great, huiyun being so retarded LOL. Laughing and all. After english lesson went to study till around three. Home, bathed and went to kallang to watch seniors' game. :-) Tomorrow lesson's at 8! I'm going to sleep now. Oh ya here's something to laugh about during English lesson today hahaha, "I hurted my friend yesterday" HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA!

My friend accepted all my glam photos. She's such an angel huh hahahahah! (L)

2009-06-21T22:41:00.002+08:00

Met adeline cheryl dee fiona mad @downtown to study. Didn't do much actually haha. I can't study in a group, so sad haha. Snap with the macbook hahaha, didn't have really nice photo though :-(

Hahaha, i'm snaping like mad @mac now ahhahahhaha! Boring i'll study later when i reach home. Let me share with you some photos some other time cause i'm going home now hahahahaha!!

2009-06-21T02:37:00.005+08:00

Superdog > KFC > Mac

you've got to praise me, i skipped dinner despite going to three fast food restaurants!!

Met aloysia and huixuan.

Watched them eat @kfc, hear hx complaints.

Went mac, used macbook.

Met lynn and martha, catch up and snapz.

Home around 11plus(?)

True friends are one in a million kinda thing.
Those who already found theirs cherish them.
I'm still looking for mine though. I'm sure i'll find her or him one day, one fine day.. muahaha!

2009-06-21T00:46:00.002+08:00

Tumblr soon. :-)

2009-06-20T00:47:00.003+08:00

Lying will not get you anywhere. Fucking pretender ohhhhhhhhhhhh to think i was such a fool to kinda thought you were true and nice. GRRRRRRRR! I feel so cheated. _l_ you!!!!! Who's true and who's not will reveal sometime, rest assured it will definitely. Karma bites. I believe.

My friend is cute. She describe hair like this "SOFT SOFT ONE" wtf.

Math and History is killing me.
Tuition teacher just reminded us that o's are arriving in three months time. It's time to get down and do some hardcore muggingz. I swear it's going to be damn lifeless BUT well it's always bitter at the start i suppose(?) My mom is sweet. She bought a desk lamp LOL. I'm motivated to do well when i see the lamp LOL LOL LOL. Something like that lah.

Goodbye it's time to catch up with some stalking shit. :B

2009-06-19T04:16:00.005+08:00

All our unhappiness comes from our inability of being alone. Many just couldn't make it alone. Being alone makes me think deeper, understand life a lil more. In fact i'm slowly getting used to it. Trust no one's shit, okay maybe trust those that worth it and trust myself.

I hope it'll start pouring like crazy now. At least it'll makes me feel better..
I'm not happy neither am I upset, just feeling little much more tonight.

It's four thirty now and why am i having difficulty to fall asleeep when i'm seriously mentally drained out by the maths paper i did just now!! >:@

2009-06-19T00:19:00.005+08:00

You know sometimes when you're upset feeling worse than shit. All you want is someone who will be there to listen, who will be there for you and you'll probably feel much better cause at least you know someone will be there for you for sure. But i think i have to wait long for mine to appear. I feel so emotionally and physically distant from my friends. Sometimes I forgot what's friends and who are my friends. I just have to be strong and be just fine, so people who cares about me won't have to worry much about me.

I'm not studying hard. I'm wasting so much time online nowadays.

Try this. Cheers human hearts up a little.
Asking cute questions get crap answers that can make you laugh.

http://www.askoracle.net/index.php

Sis and i went to gym just now. After gym went to fetch mum. Missed dinner cause it's late. I'm hungry and tired. I need a drink. I need a break. I'm sleeping soon. Goodnightz.

Don't bother reading this blog anymore cause the contents will be getting boring emotional random and it's purely to self entertain.

I'm feeling so like a fat cow mooooooooz moooooooooz..

I'm not studying much recently boooooo hoooo hooooo.. :-(

THINGS TO DO TOMORROW,
SLEEP TUITION MATHS PAPER EAT LESS EXCERCISE!!!

2009-06-15T23:37:00.010+08:00

You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, even months analyzing a situation. Trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've, should've, would have happened. Or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and realize there's a reason they're down there.

Truth will reveal itself. It's just the matter of time, pretend all you want. And I'll give myself a week to feel better. I MUST feel better. Not gonna get affected by you anymore, the great pretender LOL.

Today was our last game for ENL. Thank god for such lovely teammates. Working with them was great!! Playing in div4 was really an awesome experience, get to see a higher level of play and get to learn alot. Well I guess this also marks the end of netball activities for me till O's is over. I've got to stay FOCUS and not get distracted anymore!

Tomorrow onwards. I'll start intensive studying session on my own in the room with no distractions. Have more self discipline to do all the papers given. FOCUS AND HAVE MORE DISCIPLINE!!!!! Ohhhh and also to lose some fucking weight hahahahaha, I don't want to be oinkoinkz (shannon get it?) hahaha!!

Let's hope i'll be able to stay focus throughout, till o's is over.
1opts and below, i'm getting you!! :P

2009-06-14T22:42:00.003+08:00

I'll study hard. I'll do my best in whatever am doing.
I'll definitely not let myself down. I'm on my own this time.

Time will heal, I assume. To forget forgive and act like all is fine, I believe is no one day work and I suck at pretending. It won't be easy, afterall it's one that I hated most in my whole fucking entire life okay or maybe for now.

Feel how I'm feeling before you say anything, don't judge me please. I think I know myself best for some kinds of things, thank you.

2009-06-14T20:15:00.002+08:00

Central > School > Central > Home > Kallang > Aljunied > Whitesands > Home.

Sarah was well entertained by my crap when we're at kallang, manage to catch up with her like finally!! Went home with fad. On the phone with hx till my phone went dead. Bathed and fell asleep like a fat cow hahahahaha.

Mugging @Superdog now, awesome. Break now. Met cassandra just now, catch up a little. :)

After i mug i think i'll go home change and go for a run!!

Tumblr more often now, do check it out haha.

Take care people, <3

2009-06-12T12:46:00.004+08:00

Tumblr is fun. I like it much!

Friday without school finally, cheers.

Maths tuition homework undone.
To think that I could still create a tumblr account and doing some online retail therapy. Amazing huh. I got what i wanted online, happy shitz hehehuhuhoho. :-)

Anyway..

Do check out my tumblr site hahahahaha.

I'm going for a nap now then run then study then tuition!!!!! What a boring day..

It's okay, I shall make the best out of everything. Studying can be fun as well. :P

2009-06-12T12:12:00.001+08:00

@ Tumblr now,

will update here as well..
:-)

2009-06-10T23:37:00.002+08:00

Busy busy.. busy with school, tuition.

I'll be free from school next week, woah like finally. However there's still tuition almost every evening, so no much difference. -.-

Learning to apreciate and enjoy the little things in life.

"Compete only against yourself."

Looking at the growing belly.. feeling fat and stupid zzz.

2009-06-10T23:32:00.002+08:00

"The difference between the impossible and the possible
lies in a person’s determination."
Tommy Lasorda
-
"If you have the will to win, you have achieved half your success;
if you don’t, you have achieved half your failure."
David Ambrose

Buck up and study hard.
CLEAR ALL THE FUCKING NEGATIVE THOUGHTS IN YOUR HEAD!!

2009-06-08T15:55:00.004+08:00

1. Exercise and perspire. When you perspire you burn calories, obviously.
2. Food is mean and sneaky. It tricks you into eating it and it works on you from the inside out making you fat, bloated, ugly and unhappy.
3. If you slap a fat person you can see a shockwave ripple over their skin. That's disgusting.
4. You'll be able to run faster without all that extra weight holding you back.

LOSE WEIGHT FAST!!!!!!!!

Science practical makes me perspire like a fat cow grrrrrrrrr.

Okay I need to prepare for later's game.. and after that there's bbq (which means food :-P)
Tuition homework is kiling.......
:-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-(

2009-06-07T22:51:00.011+08:00

Remember: the heart is the strongest muscle of the human body.

Eight principles to have fun, watch and take note everyone hahaha.

http://www.eightprinciples.com/

Skinny girls are freaking gorgeous I swear.

"You just have to believe in yourself. That’s the first thing to do to get some shit done." I'll believe in myself and achieve whatever i want even it means to sacrifice some things. I know i can.

This is such random post, hectic weeks coming up.

Posts will get more random, shorter and maybe boring to an extent due to the intensive mugging sessions and many tuition sessions i'm going to start next week.

Anyway enjoy earthlings, take cares. <3

2009-06-04T23:14:00.003+08:00

They say if you love something you've got to let it go
and if it comes back then it means so much more.
If it never does at least you will know that
it was something you had to go through to grow.

When the pain of holding on is greater then the pain of letting go,
it's time to let go.

2009-06-03T23:05:00.008+08:00

It's real awful to have to question someone's motives, it's hard to find clear answers these days.

School > Home > Tuition
School ~~holiday~~..

Tuesday was spent with the netballers. :-)
EL prelim's oral in the morning and after that went for training. It's really nice to catch up with them. :-) after training went to have lunch @Loyang point, they all had fish soup wow wow wow. After that slacked a lil under the void deck and home, nap a little while then tuition. :-)

I'm deprived of sleep and the fact that i'm not able to shit smoothly.. it's so sad hahahhahaahaha! :-(

No one likes failing after giving all out to something huh.

2009-06-02T00:15:00.008+08:00

"There's no reason for not believing in yourself when everyone believes in you. When you believe in yourself, you can do the impossible." - Jiaolian (translated from chinese)

I have all chinese words in my head.. when the paper was over few hours ago.. :@

Game just now was fine. Jiaolian says we fought harder and there's improvements, yay us. Let's do better for the next game, GO SONIQUE!! :-)

EL prelim's oral tomorrow, training tomorrow, tuition tomorrow in the evening. I think i need to sleep, i miss my bed. I miss having naps in the noon lah, hahahahahahaha! Wait i think i need to shit before i sleep hahahhahhahhahahaahhahahahhaha. Siao.

STAY STRONGZ!!!!!!
gnideelbtaorht, :-S

2009-06-01T14:35:00.004+08:00

Kiss goodbye to A. What a letdown. I screwed my MT paper. So much for studying so hard.. practicing that much. :-( and to think that i forgot to bring my ic, zzzzz.

I need to go prepare and off to meet gracie now.

Let's hope everyone play well later and let's see if i'll screw up again not.

:-S

*TAKE A DEEP BREATH*
I CAN DO THIS RIGHT!!

2009-05-31T23:34:00.004+08:00

All the lucks to all that are going to have their MT 'O' paper tomorrow.
Lets score our first A, hopefully!

2009-05-31T11:35:00.000+08:00

Be thankful for what you have; you'll end up having more.

If you concentrate on what you don't have,

you will never, ever have enough.

-Oprah Winfrey

2009-05-31T11:17:00.004+08:00

My eyes are heavy.

I'm constantly surprised by people, in good and bad ways.
And I'm constantly being let down, which has been good and bad, too.

I'm holding out hope that maybe I'll find a good, genuine friend.

I'm going for a run and after i'm going to study.
Hard work will definitely be paid off one day and practice makes perfect they always say. :-)

2009-05-31T02:00:00.002+08:00

drifting apart with you girls was the last thing i hope to happen during the last year of secondary school life.. but i guess it has happened and it's sad that i can't do anything. well whatever our friendship will be like in the future, i'll just hope for the best and at the same time expect the worst. you girls were really amazing girlfriends, i love you girls' company. i'll assume everything was genuine. thanks so much for everything. i'll still be here for you if you need, all the best girls! <3

Sincere and heartfelt. From the bottom of me heart.
I'm feeling better now i guess. It'll all get better in time they say. :-)

I think i'll stop blogging sometime soon. I'm going on hardcore mugging.

2009-05-30T23:51:00.001+08:00

An eye for an eye, you throw a punch and I'll return a harder one.

Study session before training @Starbucks with fad and fel. :-) training was pretty short, ended before seven. Went to eat @tampines with fad grace and IM. To tampines mall for a short while. Then home. :-)

I'm sleepy zzz. I need a good sleep and mug hard tomorrow. Goodnight and have a fabulous sunday all. :-)

Let's hope that everything goes well on monday. Manageable MT paper, good game by sonique and extremes. I need all the lucks man.

2009-05-29T23:53:00.004+08:00

And after awhile, you learn that you don't need anyone else in ordermto survive. No one else is ever going to always be there. No matter what they say or what they promise you. You just gotta suck it up, accept it and keep moving on.

Cheer ups, afterall being alone is not that bad.

Missed school today, slept till twelve plus. Bathed, went out to meet mad @whitesands around two. Library then mac. Studying hard and catching up hard hahahaha. She left around eight and I left around 10.

I need to be more discipline. I'm determined to do amazingly and nothing's going to stop me. Be happy, diet hard study hard and trian hard! I will be better than I am. :-)

Studying with Fad tomorrow and Extremes training tomorrow. Exciting tomorrow I hope.

Goodnight all. :-) :-)

2009-05-28T21:09:00.002+08:00

There are two kinds of people in your life.
The ones that are going to pick you up.
The ones that are going to push you down.
But in the end, you'll thank them both.

-

Things will get worse before they get better.
Do remember who put you down and who helped you up.

2009-05-28T19:28:00.002+08:00

Sincerely hope that they do not become just a bunch of acquaintances. I do still feel attached. But it has been a while. I hate the fucking drift. Everyone telling me that things will eventually work its way out. By making the best of what we have. When you have people to support you, what is there to fear about actually?

To make decisions, I'm afraid of making wrong ones. It'll bring me down. I'm sure it will. But to think again that is the last thing one should be afraid of, because life is about making mistakes and growing up. When did I become this vulnerable, I've got no idea.

I need to constantly reminding what I really want for myself and for people that matter to me, immune from hatred will be the best. Stop hating and move along with life. The people who care about me will always stand by my side.

2009-05-27T22:51:00.003+08:00

When you're forced to stand alone, you realize what you have in you. The most difficult phase of your life is not when no one understands you, it's when you don't understand yourself.

School. > Home. > Tuition. > Home.

I like studying. Fave past time.

MT paper in five days time? Wow.

I CAN DO THIS, I MUST DO THIS. THE NEED TO BUCK UP, DESPERATELY!

2009-05-26T22:47:00.004+08:00

"How nice.."
THERE AREN'T ENOUGH HOURS IN A DAY TO WHAT I WANT OR NEED TO.
And sometimes, we are our own worst enemy. I need a breakthrough!

Missed school today. Studied @mac in the noon. Long bus ride to tuition in the evening. Home about 10plus.

Chinese paper on monday, let's hope it'll be easy.

Okay I'm going to check out how to write a good bao zhang du hou gan online hahahaha, sounds dumb but hey at least I'm making some effort, zzz.

2009-05-25T23:56:00.006+08:00

I'm so disappointed in myself. I NEED TO BUCK UP!

Intensive MT programme is wearing me out. After intensive MT. Home, bathed and changed. Off to Kallang for game. Jiaolian says there were improvements from the first quarter. Sonique jiayouuuuuuuuu, let's work harder! Seniors had their game too. It was a close fight, good game good game!! JIAYOU EXTREMES, LET'S WORK HARD!!!

I think I'll be missing school tomorrow. Okay let's seeeeeeeeeeeeee. I'll decide later. Goodnight all. I'm sleepy yawnzzzz.......

Thanks so much yap. :-)

"Aerodynamically, the bumble bee shouldn't be able to fly, but the bumble bee doesn't know it so it goes on flying anyway. Same goes for you, you don't know where your real limit is so just do it." -ting.

2009-05-24T17:38:00.004+08:00

Everyone's afraid of something, that's how you know you care about things. When you're afraid you'll lose them.

Yesterday was tiring yet enjoyable. :-D

Training in the noon. Went to weisze's chalet. Bbq food, cake, sharing of ghost stories, poker cards magic, sharing of ghost stories again, hotel626, late night movie @e!hub.

I'm going out in awhile to get ankle guards and to study.

Tomorrow is monday, both Sonique and Extremes are having game in the evening, jiayou jiayou! WE CAN DO THIS. I hope I'll not screw up the game. FOCUS DO WELL ENJOY.

2009-05-24T17:05:00.011+08:00

Weisze's 16. :-)

2009-05-23T04:25:00.002+08:00

I hope your conscience eats you.

POA Olympiad was tiring. But well done though there were some problems here and there. Glad that it's finally over. We can all concentrate on our studies now. Did a little maths just now. Studying later. Extremes training later also.

It's quite weird now that we (the sec4s) need not go for school netball training on a saturday morning anymore.

I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT, STUDY HARD, TRAIN HARD!!

Every worthwhile accomplishment has a price tag
attached to it. The question is always whether you
are willing to pay the price to attain it - in hard work,
sacrifice, patience, faith, and endurance.

2009-05-21T23:17:00.005+08:00

Intesive MT begins today. :-( Tiring? Yes. Helpful? I'm not very sure yet. Let's hope its helpful. It'll be intensive MT everyday after school. After intensive MT today, went to tampines to meet ting. She's a bitch. Nice bitch. :-)

I think I need a new study plan. I no longer can sleep in the noon. So let's see. MT intensive till four thirty, home, bathed then out to study from six till eleven, home bathe and sleep. New routine. I'll try it out tomorrow. Let's hope it's good. I'll be able to tahan. :-\

Results back. POA, Chinese, Social studies and Maths was a disappointment. History and Chemistry was pretty unexpected. Okay whatever, I swear I'll study very hard. And maybe someone teach me to study very smart too. I ~~NEED~~MUST TO DO WELL!

Okay i'm sleeping now. Laptop's battery running low, goodnight. :-D

2009-05-20T23:01:00.004+08:00

The heart can turn to stone whenever I want. Heartless? Maybe.

POA Olympia this morning was sleepy i swear. Everyone was tired. Everyone was worn out. By mid year examinations I guess. After that went to had lunch with lau and yee @loyang point. Catch up with yee was really awesome. I love you hell lot. :-)

Home. Then bathed. Nap for awhile, bathed then went for tuition. Circles circles makes me headache urgh. Going to practice some questions on it later or maybe tomorrow. Going to get back most of the results tomorrow I think. Let's expect the worst and hope for the best. I hope I'll do well. :-S

Try wikihow: http://www.wikihow.com/Lose-Weight-Fast
Anorexia is not a way of losing weight. There is nothing wrong in cutting down on junk food and eating healthily but don't get obsessive about it. You need to work on your self-esteem, not your body image. A good diet should make you feel better, both physically and mentally.

Stay strong, lose weight healthily. :-)

2009-05-20T01:05:00.003+08:00

I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken, I’d rather remember it as it was at its best than to mend it and see the broken places.

Those tags asking me to cheer up and all. Thanks alot, it really make me feel so much better. Thanks for actually spending your time coming to my blog and giving the advices. You people make me feel so much better, really. Love you all.

Long bus rides make my ass hurts very much. Going to tuition and coming back from tuition. Long bus rides.

Tomorrow there's school for me and my poor POA classmates. We're having poa olympia or something haha. But never mind we shall have fun woohooo haha, poa kidz @work tomorrow lol. :-D :-D

Okay anyway I'M GOING TO MUG INTENSIVELY FROM THURS, FOR PRELIMS, FOR O'S.
Actions speak louder than words. Watch me. I'm going to achieve.

I'll study hard, diet hard and train hard! I'll keep myself motivated. I'll love myself. I'll learn to let go of what's hurting. I'm going to be so fine. :-)

2009-05-19T00:21:00.003+08:00

Game today was fine eventhough we lost. But i think overall we all did pretty well. Go extremes, go sonique. Let's do better for the other games :-D And i'm very sorry about my sloppy runs and miss passes. I'll try harder the next time. I'll train harder tooooooo.

Life is about hardcore mugging and netball now. Nothing else.

Rest well. It feels so much like a sunday today (self decieving) reality hurts, it's tuesday and i'm having chinese LC and tuition. :-(

Goodnight all. SMILE SMILE SMILE. I'm happy. Okay maybe I'm not. Whatever nobody cares. I'm going to watch tv nowwwwwwwww! HAHAHAHHAA, tomorrow school starts at 0845 for me and i think most of the sec4s. :-)

2009-05-18T13:02:00.006+08:00

I think I kind of screwed my science paper one, LOTS of careless mistakes.
:-(

http://www.fmylife.com/
Makes you feel much better about your life lol.

I understand the feeling of being insignificant. And how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you. And it doesn't matter how hard you laugh the day.. you still end up going to bed every night going through every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes, you can even convince yourself hard enough that it's okay. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new. And you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.

Take a deep breath, and be happy right now. Everything will be just fine. I hope.
I'm going to nap now. Then prepare for later's game, let's hope the weather will clear up soon. Go Sonique!! :-D

2009-05-18T00:57:00.004+08:00

I'm studying for POA now but nothing goes in my head.
So I slept for awhile, woke up, ran on treadmill for 30minutes, bathed and went to study @library, then to mac till eleven. Studied physics and chemistry. Now POA, let's hope I'll be able to do tomorrow's paper. I've mugged hard for mid year examination I guess so let's see if the results shows. Hopefully it does if not it'll be so demoralizing. :-\

It's not too late nor early to start mugging for o's now. Sounds so no life, but that's it. I'm a nerd. I want to score for o's. I want to do well. Be better than you definitely bitch! 8-)

Okay, it's time for me to continue POA. :-\
Goodnight, xoxo.

Go Sonique, all the best for later's game. WE CAN DO IT! :-D

2009-05-17T13:16:00.001+08:00

Studying later at coffee bean.
Snapple, the best stuff on earth that just got better lol.

It's soo hard to be on a diet when there's food placed in front of you. Why does the world love food so much? I'm fat, it's fucking gross. I need to start drinking more water. I think I'm going for a run on treadmill again. Wait I think I'll sleep awhile first, then run then bathe then out to study. Sounds like a plan haha.

STUDY STUDY STUDY, DIET DIET DIET, TRAIN TRAIN TRAIN.
I'M GOING TO BE FINE, BE STRONG.

Okay let's hope I'll not be lazy. Enjoy your sunday all, take care! <3

2009-05-17T00:40:00.005+08:00

I'm back from training, I played badly. I need to play well if i'm given a chance to play, I really want to play well. I don't want to let the team and myself down seriously. "It's okay to be scared, but you cannot allow your fears to turn you into an asshole." Game's on monday, I must not screw up. Jiayou jiayou extremes sonique!

No matter how bad your heart is broken, how hurt you're feeling, the world doesn't stop for your grief. I'm feeling upset and I've got no idea why. I heard good things fall apart so better things can fall together. I really hope better things will start falling together for me. I need to be happy again. I don't want to be the miserable one. Assure me that everything will be fine and I'll be alright. Someone please. >:(

Sometimes I think, I feel the happiest when I'm asleep. No stress no nothing.

"Sometimes you just need to put yourself out there and not worry about what happens. But you gotta be strong enough to not regret it in the end. "

2009-05-15T18:22:00.001+08:00

Home before ten today. Bathed watch tv sleep, things I've not done for long. SO much to do and so little time. I know it's cliche, but it's so fucking true. After MYE, I will have a day break and go all out to mug intensively for o's, alone I guess. I think I'll be able to focus more. I feel so close.. to prelims and to o's.

Chinese paper is on first of june, like in another fifteen days? Nervous shitz. And my life has become so processed lately, waking up at 6ish, school, home, mug late, sleep late. It's everyday thing.

Everything's changing but you gotta embrace that shit. Friendship things. Stressful school life. Struggling with myself. I'll be lying to say I'm happy now. Well life will be better I hope. I'm learning to take life as it comes. I wish I was stronger maybe stronger isn't the word I'm looking for. I wish I could reveal my true feelings to someone. Whatever it is, I'll just have to move on and stay strong, learn to love myself much much more. :-)

Thin is beautiful and powerfull. Ting jiayou, cheryl jiayou. All the girls who are trying their best to lose some weight, to be in control, good luck. Start thinking thin and do something about it. Stay strong all.

I'm going to run on treadmill later.
Enjoy your weekends. :-)

"Because we all need a little help sometimes, someone to helps us hear the music in their world, to remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there. And that someone will find you."

2009-05-15T00:32:00.000+08:00

"One of the hardest parts of life is deciding whether to walk away or try harder. Don’t give up when you still have something to give. Nothing’s really over until the moment you stop trying."

My eyelids are heavy..
endless mugging sessionz for the past few days till late. I really hope that I'll not screw up and I'll do pretty well cause I'm putting a lot of effort in this time for certain subjects. :-/

Okay going back to mug for tomorrow's paper now.
Study hard everyone, love you all. :-)

P.S. Never never give up. Be happy. Time will tell everything.
Learn to love yourself. Let go of whatever that's hurting you. You'll be happier then. I know you can. I believe in you, :-)
xoxo, me.

2009-05-11T02:33:00.001+08:00

Met up with ophelia in the noon. Saw adeline and cheryl, disturbing haha. :-P till around five went home bathed sleep, went out again to meet cassandra and nukun. Home at one. :-)

Celebrating mother's day tomorrow, belated one i think. No school tomorrow cheerz, but I need to mug, anyone wanna mug with me? :-)

Anonymous(s) do you mind leaving your names when you tag, it'll be greatly appreciated. It's getting late anyway, i'm getting out of here. Goodnight lovelies. SMILE :-D

"Loss leaves us empty but learn not to close your heart and mind in grief. Allow life to replenish you. When sorrow comes it seems impossible but new joys wait to fill the void."

Happy Mother's day.
I love you very much, Mummy.
Appreciate you and all the things you've done for me and the family very much. <3

2009-05-10T02:10:00.004+08:00

If I were like her.. I swear I'll love myself better hehe.
Madeline's birthday party, sweet sixteen girl! And photos are with kzel. :-D

I can't believe the fact that I didn't studied at all today and yesterday. :-S feeling extremely bad now. Slacker I am. I need to buck up seriously.

Today, TODAY I ~~shall~~MUST STUDY!
Never ever let me stray away from my goal please, less than 10pts!!

I went for a run just now. I ran for 3km, shiok. :-)

lose weight, I still want to lose weight desperately.

Alright i think i'm sleeping now, waking up early to study tomorrow and evening celebrating mother's day!! Goodnight all, have an awesome mother's day! :-D

2009-05-08T17:47:00.009+08:00

Why is it so hard to accept things as they are. Struggle and fight against the inevitable? Is it the knowledge that things could be better or is it hope. Hoping if things were different, we would be different. So what's the truth exactly.

True friends I no longer know. What's true friends and who's my true friends. To think I'm spending time thinking of all this dumb questions now, kay whatever.

I believe in them truely, correct me if i'm wrong. :-)

I need to lose weight. I'm fat like a cow. I'm going to run later!

2009-05-06T23:52:00.001+08:00

When I befriend with someone, I tend to try and give them all i can. My heart, my care, my concern, I guess almost everything. I might be nice in the beginning but when something goes wrong. I'll turn cold, i'll turn indifferent or maybe some say mean but you know, when you give someone everything wholeheartedly and they dont seem to appreciate it, i guess its time to pack, leave the mess behind and move on.

I want to get over and be done with o's seriously, secondary four kid's life is downright boring and meaningless. School classes after school tuition mugging session everything wow, all tires me out greatly. The world is ending I really wouldn't want to spend my days studying and feeling all stress and upset.

:-(

2009-05-05T23:21:00.001+08:00

Be happy. Life's too short to worry about what you can't control. Be glad that you're still alive now. Laugh hard, cry hard. Cherish everything.

Everything will be okay, all will come to an end. Be it good or bad, I've just got to live it up. Being upset is just not the right solution right now.

Tuition was good. Talked about world ending. Can't control it. So live happily everyone. When it's time to go, we'll all go. To think about actually there's nothing much to worry about cause it's really beyond our control.

Study hard. Diet hard. It's my choice.
I'll be just fine, hehe hehe.
:)

2009-05-05T00:47:00.002+08:00

Life is quite boring now, school, extra lessons, mugging sessions, tuition, home. Then the same thing over again. New burdens and worries everyday, it sucks pretty much. I can't wait to clear my O's, get over and be done with it. Enjoy the new life after o's. :O

Mugging session @mac was quite nice before porkyun came. She came and keep bugging people to eat with her. Sophia came, we went to eat. Study a little, went home at 10plus. Cracking jokes. :-)

Emotional pain doesn't scare, because I'll live through it. Keep my head up, ignore the people who aren't worth it and cherish the people who are always there for me. I'll be okay, everything will be fine. Though it might take a while to happen, I know. Now it's a game of pretending, how well you can hide.

4E3'09:
Let's work hard and excel as a class, we're gonna rock babies. Obstacles are put in the way to see if we really want something, or just thought we did. Never never give up. Study hard please. Do 4E3 proud. I believe in us very much. :-)

netballers:
It's time to hit the books. Study hard, go for runs if possible to keep your stamina good. We're gonna be absolute nerds now, all the lucks for your studies. Take care! :-D

adeline cheryl dee fiona kzel mad raf:
Lovelies, please mug hardcore now. Do the best you can. We might drift apart now but shall start hanging out again after the our big o's. Take care, text me if anything 24/7. -hugs.

with love,
chan

2009-05-03T23:30:00.001+08:00

Motivated to do well this time.

I'll study hard, lose weight even harder.

Let's hope this will not be short-term.

I'll feel better. You're not gonna bring me down.

"Pain. You just have to ride it out. You can only hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers, you just breath deep and wait for it to subside."- Grey's Anatomy

2009-05-03T04:55:00.004+08:00

Katy Perry, wow.

Liar you. Lie to the whole world, be pathetic all you want. Afraid of me? "I pity you.. awww" I'm mean. That's me. I won't change, i won't even bother to hide. To a person like you, in fact I'll be even more mean.

I'm so childish. I'm so mean.
>:(

Cityhall. >Suntect city. >Takashimaya. >Whitesands. >Home
Out with sis to cityhall to do something and get something for myself. Done studying from 9 plus to 4. I'm proud of myself.

Cassandra was nice, chocolates are lovely but fat. Thanks babe, love youuuuuuuu no matter how fat you'll become hehe. *hugs*

I'm not sleeping yet. Okay maybe I'm sleeping now.
Goodnight lovelies, enjoy your sunday. :)

"There come times in your life when you're all mixed up and your mind doesn't know what to do. This is when you have to leave it up to your heart to decide."

2009-05-02T15:24:00.006+08:00

Sugar sweet. Cheered me up a little.
Check out his eyebrows at the ending part.
:)

2009-05-02T03:33:00.003+08:00

Bugis. >Takashimaya. >Paragon. >Takashimaya. >Whitesands. >Home.
Shopping in the noon. Studying from 8plus till 2plus. 2 more chapters for Social studies and I'm done with it. :)

I love my mom and sis. They make me feel so much better. :)
Shouldn't bother much anymore. It's out of my control. Let it be, life will be better then. One way to happiness and that is to stop worrying about things which are beyond the power of our will.

"No one is going to love you, if you don't love yourself."

2009-05-01T00:16:00.003+08:00

Be strong, everything will be fine.

Friend, that's the end of us. Cause you're way behind in empathy and overdue on trust.

i hate you very much. fuck you very much. thank you very much.

"So don't let the world bring you down. Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold. Remember why you came and while you're alive experience warmth before you grow old."

2009-04-30T17:15:00.000+08:00

They say fake it till you feel it. I'm faking it all the while but never feeling it.
Thinking about pain and feeling pain just makes me have pain inside.

Sometimes you have to be very honest with yourself. Sometimes that hurts.
Jealousy sucks. I think jealousy is one of those things that people can really hide, but because of that fact, it's really bad to you and your relationships with other people.

I like genuinely nice people. I hate it when people tries to be nice but actually they're not.

Intuition is really amazing. My intuition tells me something, however I hope it's wrong. But at the same time, I know I can't lie, it's not.

I've learn that never expect people to meet your standards, till the end you will be disappointed.

Okay I'm going to get ready and off for training. Probably studying a little after training.
Note to self: please stay strong, everything will be over soon. chin up chan.

2009-04-29T17:31:00.009+08:00

I'm missing tuition again.

I'm going for a run then studying @mac. Let's hope this will be helpful. I skipped tuition just to memorize the format for CL paper1 and do a little social studies. I can't let myself down. Shall update again later. If i got the time.

Swine flu seems to be scary.

P.S. Everyone wash your hands more often. Take care of yourselves.

Study hard. All the lucks for tomorrow first paper anyway.

2009-04-28T22:21:00.010+08:00

I hope I scare you.

Terrible headache. Missed school today.
:(

And I'm a little worried about the world ending at 2012.

Cherish what you have. Be nice. Enjoy life.

2009-04-26T23:54:00.002+08:00

Studied @mac. I actually forgot to bring my file. Read up notes did a little physics. Physics getting difficult. I can't memorize.

Shall start proper and HUGE revision tomorrow till I'm done with olevels.
I need to do some shopping first.
Then MIA maybe.

Act happy. Fake it till you feel it.
Sometimes we are our own worst enemy, stay strong everyone.

"People change and things can always go wrong, life goes on."

2009-04-26T15:04:00.006+08:00

Lindsay is pretty with amazing body.

It's raining now i like the rain. And my sister is out with oscar, they got chased out of mac loserz haha. I'm going to run then bathe then nap then study. Hopefully I'll be able to do notes for three chapters of social studies and practice a few maths questions.

Life's hard. Heavy heart.

Study hard. Diet fucking hard.

Monday will be exciting? Unlikely.

"Do you even know how much it hurt."

2009-04-26T01:21:00.001+08:00

Today did not feel exactly good,

Spent the whole morning and noon watching korean drama.

Spent the evening studying @mac till 11plus.

I need to set my priorities right and just erase the things that don't matter anymore.

My chest feels like it's being pressed down by pounds and pounds of bricks.

"How do you leave the past behind when it keeps finding ways to get into your heart?"

2009-04-25T02:58:00.006+08:00

Lily Allen is pretty.
Your not worth putting myself in these situations. I deserves better. I know I do.

I studied and I ran. I need to cut down on my food intake and increase outtake. Diet hard as well as study hard. This is not going to stop. I know I can. Stay strong. Am going to have more self discipline, self control.

"You're going to fly with every dream you chase. You're going to cry but know that that's okay. Sometimes life's not fair, but if you hang in there, you're going to see that sometimes bad is good. We just have to believe things will work out like they should. Life has no guarantees. Be happy."

2009-04-23T21:57:00.002+08:00

I've been thinking about it for a few days. I'm not going to get mad and start cursing you anymore. It hurts now when I'm not mad at you. It's enough, not worth my time and its really exhausting to be mad at you. I enjoy your company in the past but now I think it's better if I just treat you like a normal schoolmate, a normal friend. At least I won't get affected so much like I do now. Being someone that's not you if you think you're happy and you're enjoying then go on. Go ahead and try harder to be someone you're not. I admit I do miss you being you in the past. You've change or maybe it's me who have changed. Well good luck to you and your new friends. Thanks for being such an amazing friend in the past, you've taught me a lot.

"In every relationship there comes a point when the damage is too much and no matter how good it once was, the memories can't sustain you." So true.

Giving up. It's the fastest road to healing even if it isn't exactly the smartest.

Okay I think I'm feeling much better now after saying all this. I hope all negative feelings will fade off asap. I have to focus on what's more essential now. Olevels and losing weight. Nothing is stopping me now. I'm going all out to get what I want. I hope this motivation could last me till I'm done with Olevels and last me till I'm fucking skinny. Stay strong.

4E3 is back like the past now I suppose. Dnt kids all the best for your folios. Do your best. :)

2009-04-22T11:15:00.007+08:00

I've come up that at a certain point in life, someone is going to disappoint you and its up to us to decide whether or not to be angry sad or disappoint them back. People change. I don't know why am I feeling SO MUCH about you. I tried my damn best to not feel this way. They say I'm over reacting. Over sensitive. But do you know your actions are freaking me out. I no longer know if I can hang out and continue to be friends with a person who is just so fake. Maybe its not you, its me being too sensitive and all.

Irony.

And I'm struggling with my weight and studies.
Not motivated. So tell me how.

I feel like crying my eyes out.

2009-04-20T21:30:00.001+08:00

So I was born today sixteen years ago.

I want to experience a full and great life.

Appreciation award goes to everyone in my life. Without them, I wouldn't be who I am now. I'll appreciate the people that deserves. But also I need to learn the difference between the people who really care about me and who is just in for something else.

Thank you all very much for the wishes, texts and presents.

"I need to grow up and realize that people you might love the most will not always be there."

2009-04-19T00:10:00.003+08:00

I hate to be the second best

The many reasons why some people just can't let go of something or someone no matter how much they want to. If you get what I mean.

Everyone else is just going away and I don't know who to turn to now.

I don't know what I really want now. Maybe all along I was thinking too much.

My heart is getting heavy..

2009-04-18T23:18:00.006+08:00

Sixteen advance birthday celebration was amazing. Thank you very much for coming, the presents and wishes. Much much appreciated. I hope you all all had a great time.

Today's Sun was a killer man.

Over sensitive or what please stop making me feel this way.
:@

Goodnight.

"There's a voice inside my head saying, you'll never reach it."
-The Climb by Miley Cyrus (beautiful lyrics)

2009-04-16T23:08:00.004+08:00

Training after school was good. After training. Home and went to meet darrell lau kzel val to get somethings @tampines mall. Got the things and we went seperate ways. Kzel and I went to Tampines1. Talk alot, its been so long since we sat down and catch up plus a little of gossiping haha. Really great luh haha. Cabbed home. Reached home around 10 i think.

Tomorrow gonna be damm awesome i swear. :)
Sports day, hopefully I won't make a fool of myself muhahaha. Bbq birthday celebration in the evening. Meeting up with all friends. Catching up like nobody's business I hope. Really hope those who are invited will be able to make it the more the merrier you see.

I'm so so so excited for tomorrow la! Let's hope the weather will be good. Everything will be fine. I happy. Everybody happy. Sixteen's birthday advance celebration shall be an awesome happy one for both val and me hehe! :)

Okay. I'm going to sleep now goodnight all.
Have an amazing Sports day.
tafmai. :(

2009-04-15T23:41:00.006+08:00

Mid year examination is in another fifteen days. And the fact is I'm not ready at all. What's more common tests results are not motivating:(

I got to buck up. Seriously.

"Faith is taking the first step, even when you don't see the whole staircase."

2009-04-14T23:13:00.000+08:00

School. > Home. > Tuition. > Home.
Three free periods tomorrow. Tuition tomorrow.

Let's hope everything will turn out well on friday hehe.
:)

Stay strong. Diet hard. Study hard. Train hard. I know i can.
Keep going!

"Should've known you'd bring me heartache"

2009-04-11T21:59:00.009+08:00

Training was awesome today. Fitness stuff. Goodies for bodies. :)

I'm feeling so unmotivated. Not motivated to study hard and lose weight hard.
:(

"Weight loss is about giving up something temporarily to get what you want in the end." I want to be thin. They say thin comforts you more than any food. Conclusion is, I hate food. I need to have more self discipline in both my studies and losing weight. Stop procrastinating. Motivate me someone, please.

I'm feeling downright lousy. Anyone felt like this before?

"It's as if the world is pulling you down."

2009-04-10T23:20:00.002+08:00

Invited ones only. :)

2009-04-10T19:54:00.004+08:00

Tampines1 is cool you can find almost everything there, topshop, world of sports, dorothy perkins etc. Damn packed though, hard time shopping there. People being so rude my god. Thai Express is really nice. Tom yum yum yum. :) :)

Feeling bad for not studying today. Tomorrow, tomorrow i'm gonna study hard and then train hard. :B

"You need to learn how to fall before you can learn how to fly."

2009-04-10T03:08:00.000+08:00

Unknowns out there, up to you all to think who i am. I can't control anything about what you think. Well it doesn't really matter to me actually.

Physics test was upsetting. Training, end early. Had dinner @Loyang point with Shannon and Zoey.

Mid year examinations in another 20 more days. :/

"Everyone learns faster on fire."

2009-04-08T23:53:00.003+08:00

Busy with school work. Heats today. Missed tuition :/

Mid year examination is in 3 weeks time. And I think I'm not prepared for it yet.
*stress*

"Find someone that makes you smile and don't give up on them."

2009-04-07T22:49:00.002+08:00

School. > Home. > Tuition. > Tampines Mall. > Home.

Tests tomorrow. Physics and Social Studies. Heats. Tuition.

I hope you dissapear.

"Think thin. Stay strong. I MUST LOSE WEIGHT!"

2009-04-06T21:33:00.000+08:00

School was Zzz. Ended at 0220. Lunched in school with Geri Jiaqi Sophia Valerie and Zoey. Were laughing out loud @ the canteen unglamly.

Netball study time tomorrow. Tuition tomorrow.

I'm craving for Starbucks.
Diet hard. Study hard. Train hard.
It's not that bad to not have a father afterall. It doesn't make a fucking difference.
"No moment last forever. Good or bad, time moves on."

2009-04-05T22:43:00.002+08:00

Aloy's place>Tampines Mall> Whitesand> Library> Home.
Paid library fines 20$, damm heart pain.
:(

Have an amazing Monday everyone.

"We chose our joys and sorrow long before we experience them."

2009-04-04T22:47:00.003+08:00

I'm not playing well. I need to buck up seriously. TRAIN HARDER!!

I think I worry too much. Worry that this won't work or that might not be right. Non stop insecuries about not only myself but everything. This is depressing.

:(

I'm selling my Adidas shoes away. Sounds so dumb.

"Everything comes with a price you have to pay."

2009-04-03T23:45:00.000+08:00

I'm tired. Maybe just maybe a little upset.

2.4km run for P.E. After school had lunch with Geri and Huiyun. Look for Mr Seong to ask some Maths stuff. Home. Vivian's place to watch the movie "Coming soon" complicated show. I don't understand the show at all. Slacked for awhile @Vivian's place and went Whitesand's mac to study. I think studying there is kinda good though it can be freezing.

Studying @airport tomorrow not confirmed yet though. Extremes training tomorrow also!

Stay strong. Diet hard study hard train hard.
Good lucks to the girls who are on diet. :)

Goodnight.

"Make it happen. Shock everyone."

2009-04-02T19:49:00.004+08:00

Thank god tomorrow is friday.

Things are bothering me very much. It's not suppose to be like this. Oh well whatever.

Anyway good luck to cheryl and dee for their SYF tomorrow.
All the lucks, gvsb.

Being fat and make no attempt to change that is a disgusting way to live.
So true. Stay strong me.

"When the pain of holding on is greater than the pain of letting go. It's time to let go."

2009-04-01T22:22:00.002+08:00

"Amazing. Before and after."

I'm back from tuition.

I've not revise for POA's test tomorrow yawns. :/
I think I better go study now. Wow.

Okay goodnight.
:)

2009-04-01T15:13:00.005+08:00

Happy April Fool's day, fools hehe. I'm home early. So no life. Tuition later. :/

Watching The Biggest Loser now. Its sad. Make me so motivated to lose more weight. I wanna lose weight desperately yaw. Fat = total turnoff!!
:'(

It's 29 days to the first paper for Mid year examination.

Okay i'm sleeping soon I think. I wanna sleep before going for tuition.

"To be beautifully skinny."

2009-03-31T21:47:00.003+08:00

School > Home > Tampines > Home
School was short and sweet.
Went tampines for the heats. 3000m run. Wow there's only two pathetic runners for bdiv girls. Swear it's really pathetic. Waste of time. But well to lose weight's step 1!
:) :)

Tomorrow's April fool day. People is going to fool you. Watch it everyone lol.

STUDY DIET STUDY DIET; NOTHING MORE NOTHING LESS.

"I try to teach my heart not to want nothing it can't have."

2009-03-30T19:32:00.004+08:00

School was real sleepy. Lessons till 0220. Game against Hongkah Sec. Won. 39-11. Well done team! After game played street netball. Tiring haha. :)

Pray hard its not the end of the league. :/

"Because the more you know the uglier everything seems."

2009-03-29T21:20:00.003+08:00

Wow. Check this out. The guy is cute :P
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ySmduvrjgGE

School tomorrow. Game tomorrow. Have a nice day everyone.

Off to do my physics assignment *yawns*

"Empty words can't fix a broken heart."

2009-03-29T09:30:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was so so. Training in the morning. Lunch@ Loyang point with teammates. Home. Extremes training@ Kallang. Then home.

Extremes training was good, attendence was good I see. With running and running and runningsssss lol. My legs are aching woooooooo haha. :/

"You know that nothing last forever."

2009-03-27T00:54:00.000+08:00

Didn't attend school today. Was too exhausted by two continuous days of games. Anyway played against Anderson Sec. won. 34-14 I think. Good job team!

I have to keep telling myself, forgive and forget, forget and forget.
:(

"Draw a line, live above it."

2009-03-25T22:03:00.003+08:00

Chemistry test today was okay, manageable.

Game against Commonwealth Sec. was disappointing. We lost, 39-29. I guess partly was my mistake. I'm sorry. But well stay strong teammates!

I'm very very tired. Goodnight.
:(

"And that was the worst."

2009-03-24T23:22:00.003+08:00

"Your biggest challenge isn't someone else.
It's the ache in your lungs, the burning in your legs,
and the voice inside you that yells "can't".
But you don’t listen.You push harder,
you hear the voice that whispers "can".
And you discover that the person you thought you
were is no match for the one you really are."

"To get up in the morning and know you have to face another
obstacle, takes strength. To smile when the only thing you
want to do is cry, takes stength. To act happy when it's the
worst, takes courage. To be joyful when the only good news
is the best of the worst, takes courage. To be there and help
people through the rough times, takes love."

Beautiful quotes huh.
:)

2009-03-24T22:58:00.004+08:00

Hi school reopened yesterday. Diet starts yesterday.
Let's hope my diet will be a total success.

Shall start mugging intensively. Shall start preparing for Olevels NOW. Haha. I'm serious. Okay. Maybe not.

Chemistry test tomorrow. Game against Commonwealth Sec. tomorrow. Tuition tomorrow. Busy tomorrow.

"Sometimes you need to step outside, get some air, and remind yourself of who you are and where you want to be."

2009-03-22T22:39:00.002+08:00

I'm starting my diet tomorrow. I need all the lucks.
Lose weight!
I'm
Feeling
So
Fat.
:(

2009-03-22T10:09:00.009+08:00

Happy sweet sixteen Adeline.
Thanks for being sucha lovely friend. I'm glad we're still as close.
Love youuuuuuuuu. *fly kisses*

Meeting the girls later to celebrate Adeline's birthday. :)
(Edited) Met the girls celebrated @Fish and Co. Awesome. Misfit. Sorry for not in yellow hehe. :/

Holiday assignment not done. :O

"Everyone learns faster on fire."

2009-03-21T21:07:00.005+08:00

Hi hellolol. Had training this morning. Then went home straight. Prepared for Extremes training but it was cancelled due to the weather I guess.

Went to Simei to get my mobile. Then Whitesand's mac to study. Then home. :) Short and sweet. March break really ending. Monday school reopen. Zzz.

"It's that sort of thing that makes you think too much."

2009-03-20T22:30:00.006+08:00

STEP humans are back. After so long. Haha. :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

School > Bedok South Sec. > School > Loyang Point
Then Home > Changi Airport > Mac > Home
Netball game with Bedok South Sec. Won. 46-9. Good job teammates!

I'm tired. There's training tomorrow. Trainings and studying tomorrow.
FOCUS!

Mid year examination will start on 30April I think. :(

"I need to stop procrastinating."

2009-03-20T08:35:00.002+08:00

They're coming back! Ha ha ha. :)

Yesterday
Training > Home > Tampines > Aloy's place.

March break ending soon.
:(

"Be strong, i'm in control!"

2009-03-18T22:22:00.003+08:00

Tuesday: netball training and studying@aloy's place.

Unity Sec. > Home > Tuition.
Netball game today with Unity Sec. Won. 38-7. The sun was a killer, glad that we endured throughout. Good job team.

2 more days and the STEP humans will be home!

): GNILEEF I MA YHW
"I really shouldn't miss you."

2009-03-16T20:11:00.003+08:00

Chinese mock examination was quite difficult. Seoul garden treat by Mr Seong was amazing. The girls enjoy hiding my file. Geri is sweet. Hehehe. Movie with the boys after Seoul garden @Century Square.

Okay gotta hit the books now. Goodnight.

"No one is going to love you if you don't love yourself."

2009-03-15T07:29:00.004+08:00

I'm so early. Slept at eight plus last night. Till this morning. How shiok lol.

I miss the STEP humans. Five more days till they're back.
:(

Happy macho sixteen Lim! Hope you'll have an awesome celebration.

Completed my Physics assignment. More to go.
I need to complete all my assignment by this coming Saturday.

Tomorrow there's MT mock exam and after that 4E3 is going for a treat from Mr seong @Pizza hut I suppose. :)

"Don't let your inner demons beat you."